Coins of Grief

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They weighed the poor in coins of grief,
And deemed us unworthy to be named.
A miner was worth the coal beneath;
His widow, less. His daughters, maimed.

A banker cooked the books, foreclosed our homes;
He paid a fine and kept his ocean view.
My cousin filed her taxes on her phone—
One decimal, misplaced. They took her too.

They told us work would lift us if we tried,
Then moved the factory to cheaper lands.
The owner’s grandson learned to sail, to ride—
Our grandkids learned to scrape with their hands.

They rewrote the textbook in a single night,
Replaced the inconvenient with the vague.
The students learned that everything’s alright—
The students who still asked became the plague.

I think of father, hands once proud and strong,
His laughter lost beneath the endless grind.
He said the gears would turn toward right, not wrong—
They stopped instead; the years grew cold and blind.

The refinery lit the sky each night;
The children here have asthma by age five.
The owners live one thousand miles from sight—
Their children’s lungs are pink, their yards alive.

They broke his door at dawn, took him in chains;
He filmed their trucks dumping poison off-site.
The tycoon walks free. He still remains
At galas, grinning, cufflinks catching light.

And this is how the silence settles in—
Not with a hand over mouth, but soft and slow.
We stop telling our children what has been.
They grow up thinking it’s all they’ll ever know.

A Match Against the Night

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Time runs whether or not you’re done.
The pendulum stops for no one.
We dance against its idiot beat—
No hope of winning, just move the feet.

A child’s laugh before the laugh learns grief.
A warmth stolen by the clock’s slow teeth.
The crinkle in her eyes, that small betrayal.
A firefly’s last flare—born bright, born frail.

The leaf’s slow fall. The bloom’s first blush.
A ray of light the winter couldn’t crush.
We keep these fragments—not because they stay;
Because they prove we held the day.

The twilight comes the way all endings do.
It scatters us to places we never knew.
The rooms still echo with voices, undefined.
The walls still hold a warmth we’d left behind.

Dust inherits everything we made.
The Earth collects debts never paid.
But once—just once—we held the light.
A match head struck against the night.

The Mad King

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He rode the roar of rapturous slurs,
A TV king in monarchs’ furs.
The cameras drank. The circus swelled.
Somewhere, a child in concrete held.

He dined on cake while the clinics closed,
And called it freedom as darkness rose.
A grandmother chose between her pills and heat—
He checked his handicap. Ordered something sweet.

He taught his flock to fear their kin.
He made suspicion sacrament, not sin.
A mother set one plate. Then there were none.
Some doors close quiet. Damage done.

A whisper: they’re not like us, you know.
The casserole she’d planned to bring? Let go.
A wave across the lawn. No wave returned.
Nobody spoke. Everybody learned.

He called them vermin. Criminals. A scourge.
One stood in protest. Then ten. Compassion surged.
He called them poison. Invasion. A threat.
A church unlocked its doors. The table set.

His empire cracked. The gold was always fake.
The country woke. But something still would ache.
They said the fight was over, he had won.
The bruise would fade. Years after he was gone.

His name is fading. Hers is just begun.
A mother held her daughter toward the sun.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Beneath the Veil of Infinite

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The moon ascends not through the air alone,
But in the marrow of each ancient bone—
Where galaxies are cradled in the flesh,
And every breath is stardust’s whispered mesh.

Sunset unravels, threads of fading light,
A tapestry devoured by the night—
Each shadow hums with planets yet to be spawned,
And silence wears the cloak of dusk and dawn.

Her scars are maps of epochs long dissolved,
A braille of secrets never fully solved.
The tides within us rise to meet her speech,
A dialogue no mortal tongue can reach.

The stars, like sentinels in iron guise,
Carve runes of fire through the vaulted skies—
Their light a needle threading through our veins,
To mend the rifts where chaos forged its chains.

We drink the ink of supernova streams,
Our blood a cursive script of comet screams—
Each cell a vault where time’s old hymns are kept,
The universe a lung that has not slept.

The void we fear is not some distant shore,
But orbits woven in the heart’s hushed core—
A billion suns in every fingernail,
And endings curled like seeds within a gale.

When dawn exhales its helix forged of flame,
The night withdraws—but does not shed its name—
For constellations nest in marrow’s keep,
Where shadows birth the light they meant to reap.

We are the riddle and the answer spun—
The dying star, the cradle, and the sun.

Tonight, I Know

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The building hums through wires I’ll never see.
A voicemail waits—my father, calling me.
I scroll the glow of strangers, lit in blue,
Until I catch myself—a stranger too.

A woman falls. I freeze beside the curb.
I move toward her, then stop—I might disturb.
She lies motionless. I skirt around the scene.
I walk away and scrub my conscience clean.

At home I thumb through suffering on a screen.
I donate once. I share. I feel less mean.
The algorithm feeds me someone new.
The woman on the curb fades. I scroll through.

I drove three hours just to lose the signal.
The trees don’t know my name. The quiet is primal.
I press my palm against the bark and wait.
Something answers back—too old to translate.

I breathe. The air tastes different—dirt and pine.
No popup asks if I am doing fine.
A deer emerges, stops, and holds me there.
It holds my gaze and doesn’t break its stare.

I drive back slowly. The signal returns.
A notification blinks. Something in me burns.
I merge onto the highway, join the flow.
Tomorrow, I’ll forget what the trees know.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Wall of Denial

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A seahorse grips a Q-tip in the gyre.
I double-tap and scroll a little higher.
My straw becomes a pelican’s last meal.
I swipe the knowing from my eyes; it can’t be real.

The glacier calves; I vote for cheaper gas.
We crown the con man, mow the burning grass.
I know the script. I read it anyway—
A smiling extra in my own decay.

We kiss with lips that have forgotten why.
You ask. I’m fine. We smile. We lie.
Your hand finds mine like muscle memory—
Two ghosts rehearsing who we used to be.

He watches the flood from forty floors above.
The bourbon’s good. The glass is thick enough.
A child’s shoe bobs by on the evening news—
He flips the channel. What else would he choose?

The pipeline bleeds where the aquifer ran dry.
A drone strike hums beneath a quiet sky.
We cracked the bedrock for the last of what was there—
The well is empty. So is every prayer.

My daughter asks me what the glacier was.
I show her photographs. She nods because
That’s what you do with fairy tales and myth—
I hold her hand. It’s all I have to give.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Cosmic Solitude

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The cosmos churns, a thunderous, endless roar
Where gravity splinters and black holes war.
We beg for reason from collapsing suns—
But order scatters, and chaos overruns.

Then hush: the stars still hum their patient tune,
A spiral waltz beyond the moon.
Where constellations come undone,
Light gathers, then carries on.

As entropy gnaws and structures bend,
The void holds on—no foe, nor friend.
Each atom keeps a wordless song
Of forms that flicker, then move on.

In the stillness where certainty frays,
A quiet truth outlives our days:
We’re matter forged in stellar flame
To love, to grieve, to bear a name.

So when the world forgets its rhyme
And seconds blur to borrowed time,
Remember—nothing stands alone.
The stars that made you call you home.

What you’ve loved lives on in you:
The dead, the dust, the morning dew.

Revised 12/29/2025

Elegy to the Anthropocene

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We stood like gods atop the world we’d claimed
While glaciers cracked and forests died unnamed.
The warnings came; we drowned them out with trade
And sold tomorrow for the deals we made.

We broke the mountains open for their ore
And left them gutted, hollow to the core.
The tides returned our plastic to the shore,
Bleached coral paved the ashen ocean floor.

The rivers thickened, poisoned vein by vein,
The harvests blackened under acid rain.
What evolution built across the ages
We struck from life like words from burning pages.

The few grew fat on what the many lost,
And never paused to calculate the cost.
Their towers climbed as water tables fell—
They built their heaven on the road to hell.

The towers leaned like drunks against the sky,
Too tired to stand, too stubborn yet to die.
Where traffic screamed, green fingers split the stone—
The wind moved through the ruins we had sown.

And still she stirs, life pushing through the scars,
Green tendrils breaching rusted iron bars.
She will not mourn the ones who would not bend—
We lit the fire and authored our own end.

Authors Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Elegy for the Ephemeral

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I beg you not to crush me for the sin of being slight,
Let not my fragile form decree the measure of my right.
I beg you not to scorn me—no malice have I earned,
You don’t curse the tide for turning nor the moth for being burned.


But I know it’s in your nature, you were shaped by colder hands,
Taught that strength is only proven by the wreckage where you stand.
No one showed you tenderness, no balm to soothe your blade,
To beg for grace feels futile when the world in blood is made.


So why would you show mercy when there’s glory to be claimed?
No requiem for shadows, no lament for the unnamed.
But if you must, then grant me this: be deliberate and be swift—
Let the world not taste my trembling nor the wind my hollow rift.


My existence leaves no imprint on the ledger of this earth,
Neither curse nor benediction from the moment of my birth.
But the atoms that composed me will return to dust and dew,
And tonight, perhaps, the stars will dim as one light leaves their view.

America’s Headlong Lurch into Authoritarian Rule

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As I take a break between the chapters of my dystopian book, let’s look at our present state of political turmoil and lurch toward authoritarianism. What we currently see developing is a merger between far right-wing tech magnates who want their own corporate thiefdoms and MAGA who want a white Christian nationalist theocracy. Trump, a silver spoon grifter and sociopath who is in the process of turning America into an oligarch-run mafia state like Russia, happens to be the convenient ‘charismatic’ figurehead for the MAGA movement. Our Conman-in-Chief reads at the level of an eleven-year-old and, despite wrapping himself in the cloak of religion, cannot even quote a single line from the Bible. Yet, a majority of his followers say they believe he is their god’s anointed one, as hypocritical and preposterous as that sounds. More than half of American adults read below a 6th grade level, thus the fertile ground that would give rise to such an illiterate and deceitful character as Trump. As an old Turkish Proverb states:

“The forest was shrinking but the trees kept voting for the axe, for the axe was clever and convinced the trees that because his handle was made of wood, he was one of them.”

Trump’s first term was simply a trial and error period for how to corrupt and subvert the levers of government to his bidding. His second term will be much more effective at doing so. Among the most alarming moves by Trump and the so-called Project 2025 thus far are the dismantling of environmental regulations and science research and funding. Typical of authoritarian dictators who often disregard scientific consensus when it contradicts their political agenda, prioritizing the maintenance of their power over evidence-based decision making, Trump is suppressing information to suit his narrative of expanding fossil fuel consumption. What I find most interesting, however, is this far right faction of the tech industry which is swiftly and precisely carrying out its agenda, exploiting Trump exactly as they had so openly discussed and planned. A linked video above explains it in detail, but here is a very condensed synopsis:

Just watch the videos above and you will understand that what we have witnessed since Trump 2.0 began on January 20, 2025 follows the Tech oligarchs’ playbook to a T. Their plan of hollowing out and taking over the US government is characterized by attacking swiftly and breaking things in order to sow chaos, destabilize institutions, and demoralize public servants. This also plays to the MAGA crowd who have been fooled into believing their fate and well-being is better served by corporate interests unfettered by any regulations and rules designed to protect the public. And nevermind that the global population is seen by these oligarchs as mere parasites whose sole purpose is to generate profits from consumption of corporate products.

Coupled with the increasingly chaotic and collapsing biosphere, we are ushering in a dystopian future I shudder to even imagine. Also, keep in mind that what the Trump administration is doing to Ukraine is exactly what Britain and France did to Czechoslovakia in an attempt to appease an imperialistic Nazi Germany in 1938. See video below for a clear-eyed explanation of why we are repeating history:

Where do we go from here? Nowhere but into the abyss as long as there is a large swath of the public so easily manipulated and a government and news media that is beholden to the highest bidder.

RIP America…