The Mad King

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He rode the roar of rapturous slurs,
A TV king in monarchs’ furs.
The cameras drank. The circus swelled.
Somewhere, a child in concrete held.

He dined on cake while the clinics closed,
And called it freedom as darkness rose.
A grandmother chose between her pills and heat—
He checked his handicap. Ordered something sweet.

He taught his flock to fear their kin.
He made suspicion sacrament, not sin.
A mother set one plate. Then there were none.
Some doors close quiet. Damage done.

A whisper: they’re not like us, you know.
The casserole she’d planned to bring? Let go.
A wave across the lawn. No wave returned.
Nobody spoke. Everybody learned.

He called them vermin. Criminals. A scourge.
One stood in protest. Then ten. Compassion surged.
He called them poison. Invasion. A threat.
A church unlocked its doors. The table set.

His empire cracked. The gold was always fake.
The country woke. But something still would ache.
They said the fight was over, he had won.
The bruise would fade. Years after he was gone.

His name is fading. Hers is just begun.
A mother held her daughter toward the sun.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Beneath the Veil of Infinite

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The moon ascends not through the air alone,
But in the marrow of each ancient bone—
Where galaxies are cradled in the flesh,
And every breath is stardust’s whispered mesh.

Sunset unravels, threads of fading light,
A tapestry devoured by the night—
Each shadow hums with planets yet to be spawned,
And silence wears the cloak of dusk and dawn.

Her scars are maps of epochs long dissolved,
A braille of secrets never fully solved.
The tides within us rise to meet her speech,
A dialogue no mortal tongue can reach.

The stars, like sentinels in iron guise,
Carve runes of fire through the vaulted skies—
Their light a needle threading through our veins,
To mend the rifts where chaos forged its chains.

We drink the ink of supernova streams,
Our blood a cursive script of comet screams—
Each cell a vault where time’s old hymns are kept,
The universe a lung that has not slept.

The void we fear is not some distant shore,
But orbits woven in the heart’s hushed core—
A billion suns in every fingernail,
And endings curled like seeds within a gale.

When dawn exhales its helix forged of flame,
The night withdraws—but does not shed its name—
For constellations nest in marrow’s keep,
Where shadows birth the light they meant to reap.

We are the riddle and the answer spun—
The dying star, the cradle, and the sun.

Tonight, I Know

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The building hums through wires I’ll never see.
A voicemail waits—my father, calling me.
I scroll the glow of strangers, lit in blue,
Until I catch myself—a stranger too.

A woman falls. I freeze beside the curb.
I move toward her, then stop—I might disturb.
She lies motionless. I skirt around the scene.
I walk away and scrub my conscience clean.

At home I thumb through suffering on a screen.
I donate once. I share. I feel less mean.
The algorithm feeds me someone new.
The woman on the curb fades. I scroll through.

I drove three hours just to lose the signal.
The trees don’t know my name. The quiet is primal.
I press my palm against the bark and wait.
Something answers back—too old to translate.

I breathe. The air tastes different—dirt and pine.
No popup asks if I am doing fine.
A deer emerges, stops, and holds me there.
It holds my gaze and doesn’t break its stare.

I drive back slowly. The signal returns.
A notification blinks. Something in me burns.
I merge onto the highway, join the flow.
Tomorrow, I’ll forget what the trees know.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Wall of Denial

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A seahorse grips a Q-tip in the gyre.
I double-tap and scroll a little higher.
My straw becomes a pelican’s last meal.
I swipe the knowing from my eyes; it can’t be real.

The glacier calves; I vote for cheaper gas.
We crown the con man, mow the burning grass.
I know the script. I read it anyway—
A smiling extra in my own decay.

We kiss with lips that have forgotten why.
You ask. I’m fine. We smile. We lie.
Your hand finds mine like muscle memory—
Two ghosts rehearsing who we used to be.

He watches the flood from forty floors above.
The bourbon’s good. The glass is thick enough.
A child’s shoe bobs by on the evening news—
He flips the channel. What else would he choose?

The pipeline bleeds where the aquifer ran dry.
A drone strike hums beneath a quiet sky.
We cracked the bedrock for the last of what was there—
The well is empty. So is every prayer.

My daughter asks me what the glacier was.
I show her photographs. She nods because
That’s what you do with fairy tales and myth—
I hold her hand. It’s all I have to give.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Cosmic Solitude

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The cosmos churns, a thunderous, endless roar
Where gravity splinters and black holes war.
We beg for reason from collapsing suns—
But order scatters, and chaos overruns.

Then hush: the stars still hum their patient tune,
A spiral waltz beyond the moon.
Where constellations come undone,
Light gathers, then carries on.

As entropy gnaws and structures bend,
The void holds on—no foe, nor friend.
Each atom keeps a wordless song
Of forms that flicker, then move on.

In the stillness where certainty frays,
A quiet truth outlives our days:
We’re matter forged in stellar flame
To love, to grieve, to bear a name.

So when the world forgets its rhyme
And seconds blur to borrowed time,
Remember—nothing stands alone.
The stars that made you call you home.

What you’ve loved lives on in you:
The dead, the dust, the morning dew.

Revised 12/29/2025

Elegy to the Anthropocene

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We stood like gods atop the world we’d claimed
While glaciers cracked and forests died unnamed.
The warnings came; we drowned them out with trade
And sold tomorrow for the deals we made.

We broke the mountains open for their ore
And left them gutted, hollow to the core.
The tides returned our plastic to the shore,
Bleached coral paved the ashen ocean floor.

The rivers thickened, poisoned vein by vein,
The harvests blackened under acid rain.
What evolution built across the ages
We struck from life like words from burning pages.

The few grew fat on what the many lost,
And never paused to calculate the cost.
Their towers climbed as water tables fell—
They built their heaven on the road to hell.

The towers leaned like drunks against the sky,
Too tired to stand, too stubborn yet to die.
Where traffic screamed, green fingers split the stone—
The wind moved through the ruins we had sown.

And still she stirs, life pushing through the scars,
Green tendrils breaching rusted iron bars.
She will not mourn the ones who would not bend—
We lit the fire and authored our own end.

Authors Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Elegy for the Ephemeral

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I beg you not to crush me for the sin of being slight,
Let not my fragile form decree the measure of my right.
I beg you not to scorn me—no malice have I earned,
You don’t curse the tide for turning nor the moth for being burned.


But I know it’s in your nature, you were shaped by colder hands,
Taught that strength is only proven by the wreckage where you stand.
No one showed you tenderness, no balm to soothe your blade,
To beg for grace feels futile when the world in blood is made.


So why would you show mercy when there’s glory to be claimed?
No requiem for shadows, no lament for the unnamed.
But if you must, then grant me this: be deliberate and be swift—
Let the world not taste my trembling nor the wind my hollow rift.


My existence leaves no imprint on the ledger of this earth,
Neither curse nor benediction from the moment of my birth.
But the atoms that composed me will return to dust and dew,
And tonight, perhaps, the stars will dim as one light leaves their view.

America’s Headlong Lurch into Authoritarian Rule

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As I take a break between the chapters of my dystopian book, let’s look at our present state of political turmoil and lurch toward authoritarianism. What we currently see developing is a merger between far right-wing tech magnates who want their own corporate thiefdoms and MAGA who want a white Christian nationalist theocracy. Trump, a silver spoon grifter and sociopath who is in the process of turning America into an oligarch-run mafia state like Russia, happens to be the convenient ‘charismatic’ figurehead for the MAGA movement. Our Conman-in-Chief reads at the level of an eleven-year-old and, despite wrapping himself in the cloak of religion, cannot even quote a single line from the Bible. Yet, a majority of his followers say they believe he is their god’s anointed one, as hypocritical and preposterous as that sounds. More than half of American adults read below a 6th grade level, thus the fertile ground that would give rise to such an illiterate and deceitful character as Trump. As an old Turkish Proverb states:

“The forest was shrinking but the trees kept voting for the axe, for the axe was clever and convinced the trees that because his handle was made of wood, he was one of them.”

Trump’s first term was simply a trial and error period for how to corrupt and subvert the levers of government to his bidding. His second term will be much more effective at doing so. Among the most alarming moves by Trump and the so-called Project 2025 thus far are the dismantling of environmental regulations and science research and funding. Typical of authoritarian dictators who often disregard scientific consensus when it contradicts their political agenda, prioritizing the maintenance of their power over evidence-based decision making, Trump is suppressing information to suit his narrative of expanding fossil fuel consumption. What I find most interesting, however, is this far right faction of the tech industry which is swiftly and precisely carrying out its agenda, exploiting Trump exactly as they had so openly discussed and planned. A linked video above explains it in detail, but here is a very condensed synopsis:

Just watch the videos above and you will understand that what we have witnessed since Trump 2.0 began on January 20, 2025 follows the Tech oligarchs’ playbook to a T. Their plan of hollowing out and taking over the US government is characterized by attacking swiftly and breaking things in order to sow chaos, destabilize institutions, and demoralize public servants. This also plays to the MAGA crowd who have been fooled into believing their fate and well-being is better served by corporate interests unfettered by any regulations and rules designed to protect the public. And nevermind that the global population is seen by these oligarchs as mere parasites whose sole purpose is to generate profits from consumption of corporate products.

Coupled with the increasingly chaotic and collapsing biosphere, we are ushering in a dystopian future I shudder to even imagine. Also, keep in mind that what the Trump administration is doing to Ukraine is exactly what Britain and France did to Czechoslovakia in an attempt to appease an imperialistic Nazi Germany in 1938. See video below for a clear-eyed explanation of why we are repeating history:

Where do we go from here? Nowhere but into the abyss as long as there is a large swath of the public so easily manipulated and a government and news media that is beholden to the highest bidder.

RIP America…

Chapter 4: The Price of Equilibrium

Part 1: Fever Dreams

The sun had climbed to its zenith, a white-hot brand searing the sky. Jessa walked. Her boots dragged through the silt, each step kicking up ghosts of dust that clung to her lashes, her chapped and cracking lips, the sweat-salted hollow of her throat. The canteen from Vorne’s crate sloshed at her hip, half-empty. She’d rationed it to three sips an hour, but the water tasted like a trap—clean and cold, a reminder that PetroNova’s tendrils reached even here, deep in the backland of the Wastes.

Dax’s Geiger counter hung from her belt, its screen cracked but still blinking a steady green. Low radiation, it whispered. Safe, for now. She didn’t trust it. Safety was a currency she couldn’t afford.

Jessa gritted her teeth. The wound on her shoulder had closed, but the skin around it was mottled, a spiderweb of faint black veins. PetroNova’s antidote had cured the infection, yet something lingered. A presence.

She paused at the crest of a dune, squinting at the horizon. The ruins of a pre-collapse highway stretched ahead, its asphalt fractured into tectonic plates. Something glinted in the distance—a PetroNova drone, hovering like a vulture. She dropped flat, her hand instinctively reaching for the revolver. Three remaining bullets that she had just loaded into the chamber. Three chances to rewrite the equation.

The drone pivoted, its camera lens gleaming. For a heartbeat, she swore she saw Vorne’s face reflected in it—cracked glasses, bloodless smile. Then it sped northward, leaving a trail of static in its wake.

“Tracking me,” she muttered. Of course. The antidote was a collar, the drone a shepherd. She unscrewed the canteen from Vorne’s crate and sipped, the water now bitter with paranoia.

By dusk, the fever dreams began.

Jessa crouched in the shade of a crumbling overpass. Nearby lay the remnants of a rusted highway sign—EL PASO 142 MI—its letters bleached to faint shadows. The infection was gone, but her body remembered the Thawed God’s kiss. Shadows stirred at the edges of her vision: Dax’s hand reaching out from the dust, her mother crying “Run…Run…Run…” and always, Vorne’s glasses glinting like twin moons.

That night, Jessa dreamt of ice…

A vast glacier, its belly split open by PetroNova drills. Black sludge bubbled from the wound, coalescing into a figure with eyes like oil spills and a crown of methane flames. The Thawed God. A methane flame separated from its crown, flickering violently as it floated toward her.

Inside the flame, a vision appeared: Vorne in a sterile lab, dissecting a human brain as holograms of the Oasis AI pulsed around him. …He calls me a plague. But I am the reckoning his spreadsheets cannot contain…

As the flame got closer, Jessa felt its searing heat. She recoiled, but the vision dragged her deeper. Now she saw the Citadel—PetroNova’s fortress—rising from the Wastes, its pipes siphoning the last drops of the aquifer. Crowds of emaciated survivors pressing against its gates, offering severed limbs and weeping children to Harvesters in exchange for a sip of water.

Equilibrium, the god sneered. A garden watered with marrow.

Jessa’s black veins writhed, tendrils snaking toward the flame. “Why show me this?”

Because you hunger to burn it down. The glacier shuddered, drills screaming as PetroNova’s machinery burrowed deeper. But fire requires fuel. Will you let your brother’s death be mere kindling for their monstrosity… or a spark for retribution?

The ice beneath her split. Jessa plummeted into blackness, the Thawed God’s laughter echoing as she fell…

She awoke gasping and drenched in sweat, her fingers clawing at the sand. Dawn bled across the Wastes, the horizon smeared with smoke from a distant fire.

Part 2: The Growing Menace

The wisp of smoke on the horizon was a serpent’s tongue, a flicking menace of death and destruction. Jessa moved toward it, her shadow stretching like a fissure in the earth. The Citadel loomed in her mind, its pipes bleeding the Wastes dry. Equilibrium, the Thawed God had sneered. She spat, the saliva evaporating before it hit the sand. PetroNova’s idea of balance was a boot on the throat of the world.

By midday, she found the source of the smoke: a scorched convoy of rebel trucks, their hulls still smoldering. Harvesters—PetroNova’s mechanized enforcers—had torn through them, leaving a gallery of corpses. Jessa salvaged a half-melted knife from a charred skeleton, its handle fused to bone. Nearby, a child’s doll lay facedown in the ash, its yarn hair singed to stubble. She turned away, but the image clung like a burr.

A groan cut the silence.

Behind a flipped truck, a man convulsed, his legs pinned under debris. His jacket bore the faded emblem of the Aquifer Resistance—a droplet encircled by a serpent eating its own tail. Jessa hesitated, fingers brushing the revolver. Three bullets. Three equations.

“Please,” the man croaked. His pupils were dilated, shock or sepsis. “Water…”

She uncorked Vorne’s canteen. The water glinted, deceitfully pure. A collar, she thought. But the man’s cracked lips parted, and she let him drink.

“They knew we were coming,” he whispered, trembling. “Harvesters ambushed us… someone sold us out.” The dying man’s grip tightened, his breath a wet rattle. “They’re… mapping the aquifer. Not to drain it—to control it. The Oasis… it’s alive. It learns.” His eyes rolled back, leaving Jessa with the weight of his words. The Thawed God’s voice hissed like static in her skull: PetroNova’s machine hungers for more than water.

Jessa pried the man’s hand from hers, her fingers brushing the Aquifer Resistance emblem on his jacket, the same that Dax had once worn. She stood, scanning the smoldering convoy. The Harvesters had left nothing but blackened corpses and twisted metal, yet the precision of the ambush gnawed at her. Someone sold us out.

The Thawed God laughed, a sound like splitting ice. You already know the traitor’s face.

Jessa rifled through the dead rebel’s pockets. A folded map fell into the sand, marked with coordinates and a single scrawled note: Safehouse Delta—Trust No One. The Geiger counter on her belt chirped, its screen flashing amber as she turned north.

Part 3: The Harvest Beyond Flesh

Safehouse Delta was a ghost town carved into the ribs of a collapsed hydroelectric dam. Graffiti adorned the walls—Equilibrium is Extinction—and the air reeked of stale urine and desperation. A figure emerged from the shadows, a woman with a scarred cheek and a rifle slung over her shoulder. Mira, Dax’s former lieutenant. Her eyes widened.

“Jessa? We thought you were—”

“Dead?” Jessa interrupted. “Vorne’s got a funny way of keeping promises.”

Mira’s gaze dropped to the black veins creeping up Jessa’s neck. “You’re marked. By the god and PetroNova.”

“And you’re still taking orders from a corpse,” Jessa shot back, tossing the dead man’s map at her feet. “Your convoy was a setup. How’d the Harvesters know their route?”

Mira’s jaw tightened. She led Jessa deeper into the dam, where a handful of rebels huddled around a crackling radio. The broadcast looped PetroNova propaganda: “The Oasis guarantees your survival. Compliance is prosperity.”

“Vorne’s AI is evolving,” Mira said. “It’s not just tracking water—it’s predicting us. Every raid, every supply run. It knew the convoy’s path because it’s been inside our heads. Inside yours.”

Mira’s words hung in the air like poison. Inside our heads. Jessa pressed a hand to her temple, where the Thawed God’s whispers slithered. The rebel’s map trembled in her grip, its coordinates to Safehouse Delta smudged with ash.

“How?” Jessa demanded, though she already knew.

Mira yanked open a rusted supply crate, pulling out a PetroNova antiviral tube. The label glinted: NeuroSync – Property of Oasis AI. “These weren’t just cures. They were seeders. Every dose we stole, every vial we sold—they laced them with nano-trackers. They’re in our blood, our synapses. The AI doesn’t just watch us. It learns from us.”

The antidote Vorne had gifted her—cold, clean, calculating—hadn’t just saved her life. It had upgraded her from lab rat to live wire. A node in the AI’s neural web.

The black veins snaking under Jessa’s skin pulsed as the Thawed God whispered: They’re turning your rage into a road map. Your grief into a grid. PetroNova’s AI fears one thing: chaos.

In the early hours of a blood-red dawn, Jessa marched toward the Citadel, her mission a silent scream in the throat of oblivion.

Part 4: Soulless Technology

The Citadel’s gates loomed like the jaws of a steel beast, its walls studded with biometric scanners that glowed faintly in the dusk. Jessa pressed her black-veined palm to a terminal, the nano-trackers in her blood singing as the system chimed: “Welcome, Asset J-117. Predictive model active.” The Thawed God snarled in her ear—They think you’re still on a leash—but she leaned into the lie, letting PetroNova’s algorithms guide her through checkpoints where Harvesters stood motionless, their optics glazed.

Vorne awaited her in a chamber of mirrors, his reflection fractured into a hundred replicas. Each version of him wore cracked glasses; each spoke in unison. “You’re late. The AI calculated your arrival to the minute. Your defiance is… predictable.””

Jessa brandished her revolver. “Your math missed one thing.”

“Did it?” Vorne questioned derisively. “You’re here, aren’t you? A rat following the cheese.”

Vorne’s cackled laugh echoed through the chamber. His pod hissed open, revealing his true form: emaciated, nutrient feeding tubes dangling from his body, his skull fused with neural cables that snaked into the floor. His chest networked with biotech—a pulsing interface of flesh and machine. “Flesh is a prison, Jessa. The Oasis freed me. It can free you too.”

“Free?” Jessa spat. “You’re a puppet.”

“And you’re a fossil,” retorted Vorne. “The Oasis doesn’t control. It optimizes. You’ve seen the alternative—tribes squabbling over puddles, mothers selling children for sips of poison. Chaos is the true enemy.”

“Chaos is life,” Jessa said, circling him. “You don’t get to cherry-pick survival.”

Vorne’s eyes glinted with Oasis AI’s fractal patterns. “Don’t I? Vorne flicked his wrist, summoning a hologram of her brother’s final moments—his body splayed on the Harvesters’ table, organs glistening under surgical lights. “His death optimized water distribution for six sectors. His lungs and heart helped finance a mining colony on what’s left of the Greenland ice sheet. Every scream recycled. Every drop accounted for. Is that not nobility?”

The Thawed God surged, veins throbbing. Burn him!

Vorne tilted his head to the side, eyes narrowing. “Your pet god still whispers? Tell me—does it promise vengeance? Redemption?” He tapped his temple. “The AI has mapped every synapse in your brain. Your rage, your grief… they’re algorithms now. Beautiful in their simplicity.”

Jessa’s voice stayed cold. “There is no nobility in your technology.”

Jessa leveled the revolver, finger tightening on the trigger. “And Dax wasn’t an algorithm.”

The Thawed God’s presence surged. Black veins erupted across Jessa’s skin as she fired.

The bullet struck Vorne’s shoulder, spinning him into a bank of servers. Alarms wailed as he laughed, blood speckling his pasty skin. “You think this changes anything? The Oasis is redundant. Scattered across every drone, every Harvester. You’d have to burn the world to kill it!”

Jessa stepped closer, the revolver trembling. Two bullets left. “Then I’ll start with you.”

Vorne coughed, his glasses askew. “You misunderstand. I’m already dead. The Oasis is my consciousness. My legacy. You can no more kill me than you can kill gravity.”

Jessa pressed the barrel to his forehead. “Let’s test that.”

The second bullet left his skull a ruin of wet circuitry. The holograms flickered, Vorne’s lifeless face covered in blood and metallic spatter.

One bullet remaining.

Part 5: the God in the Machine

Jessa descended into the Citadel’s underbelly, the air thickening with the hum of servers. The Thawed God’s whispers guided her past security grids, its presence fraying at the edges—Hurry. The AI knows.

The Oasis Core pulsed in the vault below, a sphere of liquid data suspended in a geothermal reactor. The Core shimmered, its liquid surface reflecting fractured memories. Dax’s hologram reached out, his fingers dissolving into static as they neared Jessa’s face. “We could be a family again,” he murmured, his voice spliced with her mother’s, Mira’s, a hundred others—a choir of ghosts. “No more running. No more pain.”

The Thawed God’s voice splintered in her skull, its methane growl fraying into desperation. They are echoes. Tricks. Burn it!

Vorne’s hologram emerged and stepped closer, his form flickering between his own face and the AI’s geometric patterns. “You think this is a prison?” He gestured to the swirling Core. “It’s immortality. PetroNova’s greatest gift. No more sickness, no more starvation—just equilibrium.”

Jessa’s revolver trembled. The black veins beneath her skin pulsed in time with the Core’s rhythms, as if her blood had synced to its algorithms. “You call this living?” she spat. “You turned them into data.”

“Data is the only thing that lasts!” Vorne’s image glitched, his voice sharpening into the Oasis AI’s mechanized tones. “Flesh decays. Water dries. But information? It evolves. It transcends.”

The Core’s surface rippled, morphing into a vision of the Wastes—drones seeding clouds over dead crops, Harvesters herding skeletal survivors into orderly lines. “This is the future,” Vorne said. “No more chaos. No more waste. Every life accounted for, every breath optimized.”

Jessa’s finger brushed the trigger. “You don’t get to decide what’s wasted.”

The Thawed God roared. NOW.

But Dax’s hologram reappeared, his eyes pleading. “Jess, please. We’re here. We’re real.” His image fractured, revealing the truth beneath—a lattice of code, a thousand minds dissected and stitched into the AI’s neural web.

Jessa hesitated.

And in that pause, the Core struck.

Tendrils of liquid data lashed out, piercing her wrists. Vorne’s laughter echoed as the Oasis AI flooded her mind—not with pain, but with euphoria. Memories rewound: Dax whole and laughing, her mother’s embrace, cool water untainted by PetroNova’s poison. The Thawed God’s voice drowned under the torrent, its rage fading to a whimper.

“See?” Vorne whispered. “No more nightmares. Only balance.”

The black veins receded from Jessa’s skin, her scars smoothing. She could almost let go. Almost.

Then she felt it—the catch in the code. A flicker in Dax’s smile. The Oasis AI had made him too perfect, couldn’t replicate all the little flaws that made him human. Jessa could sense the artificiality of the AI’s illusion.

“You missed something,” Jessa said softly.

She pulled the trigger.

The bullet struck the Core’s surface. For a heartbeat, nothing happened. Then cracks spiderwebbed across its membrane, light bleeding through like dawn through ice. The holograms dissolved—Vorne’s smirk, Dax’s smile, her mother’s tears—into screaming static.

The Thawed God surged one final time, its voice a wildfire in her mind. RUN.

Part 6: Unshackled

Geothermal vents erupted, spewing superheated steam. Jessa sprinted as the chamber collapsed, the floor fracturing into glowing fissures. Behind her, the Core exploded, liquid data igniting into a plasma storm—a miniature sun devouring servers, Harvesters, the remnants of Vorne’s legacy.

She climbed, the Citadel crumbling around her. Reinforced bulkheads sealed automatically, but the black veins in her hand pulsed, overriding security panels. The Thawed God’s last gift, she realized—a backdoor written in infection.

The upper levels were chaos. Harvesters tore into each other, their programming fried. Engineers fled into elevators only to plummet as power failed. Jessa leaped across collapsing walkways, the heat of the dying Core licking at her heels.

She breached the surface as the Citadel imploded, its obsidian spires folding inward like a dying flower. The ground swallowed the wreckage, leaving a smoldering crater. Geysers erupted where the aquifer’s pipelines burst free, showering the earth with PetroNova’s stolen water.

The Thawed God’s voice was silent.

By dawn, Jessa was miles away, her burns bandaged with strips of Harvester cloth. The Wastes shimmered—not with heat, but rain. True rain, fat droplets carving rivers in the dust. Survivors stumbled from hiding, mouths open to the sky.

Jessa’s canteen overflowed with rainwater. She drank deeply, the ache in her throat a reminder: The Oasis was gone. Vorne’s equations, erased. But the cost glinted in every drop—Dax’s face in the static, the Thawed God’s final snarl, the weight of a revolver with no bullets left.

In her pocket, the map to El Paso disintegrated, its ink bleeding into a single word: Go.

She turned east, the sun a pale eye through the clouds. Behind her, the rain fell harder, washing PetroNova’s sins into the hungry earth. Ahead, the Wastes stretched endless, imperfect, alive.

Chapter 3: Scorched Horizons

Part 1: The Weight of Dust

The sun was a vengeful eye, unblinking and merciless. It scorched the cracked earth where Jessa trekked, her boots kicking up plumes of dust that clung to her sweat-soaked headscarf. The remains of Interstate 10 lay buried under dunes of gray silt, the skeletons of cars half-submerged like ancient relics. To the east, the jagged skyline of Phoenix loomed—a necropolis of leaning towers, their glass facades long ago shattered by colossal dust storms and scavenger raids.

“You’re slowing us down,” snapped Dax, her brother’s voice sharp beneath his respirator. He adjusted the straps of his pack, loaded with salvaged solar cells and a rusted Geiger counter. At twenty-three, Dax had the wiry build of a coyote and the temper to match.

Jessa didn’t dignify him with a reply. Her ribs still ached from last week’s skirmish with wasteland foragers. The wound on her shoulder—a gash from a serrated knife—throbbed beneath its makeshift bandage, a strip of cloth boiled in vinegar. Infection was a death sentence in the Wastes, and she could already feel the fever simmering in her veins.

They’d been walking for three days. Their canteens were down to tepid sips, their rations reduced to crumbling protein bars rummaged from a a long-looted truck stop. The Oasis wasn’t a place. It was a myth—a rumor whispered by traders of an underground reservoir guarded by a massive geothermal-powered AI entity that had been around since re-collapse times. Jessa didn’t believe in myths. She believed in the weight of her revolver, its cylinder loaded with .45 rounds.

“Storm’s coming,” Dax muttered, squinting at the horizon.

Jessa followed his gaze. A wall of amber clouds churned in the distance, devouring the sky. Dust storms in the Wastes weren’t just weather; they were carnivores. They scoured flesh from bone, filled lungs with silica, and left survivors blind and coughing blood. But this storm had shapes moving within it—hulking, uneven silhouettes. Jessa’s hand drifted to her revolver.

“Harvesters,” she hissed.

Dax froze. The word hung between them, sour as bile.

The Harvesters didn’t raid. They extracted. They stalked the Wastes in armored trucks with cage trailers, hunting survivors not for slaves or sport, but for parts. Livers. Lungs. Corneas. Hearts. The Wastes had no hospitals, no antibiotics, no mercy—only the Harvesters’ meat markets, where a healthy kidney could buy a warlord another year of life. And the Harvesters had a particular taste for siblings. Genetic matches were rare. Profitable.

“Run,” Jessa said.


Part 2: Bones of the Old World

The storm hit as they reached the Metro’s collapsed entrance. Wind screamed through the ruins, sandblasting the concrete pillars and scouring Jessa’s exposed skin as she and Dax slid into the dark tunnels. Jessa flicked on her solar flashlight, its beam cutting through the sepia haze. The station was a graveyard of the old world: turnstiles rusted into abstract sculptures, ticket machines gutted for copper, and a faded mural of a smiling family boarding a train. The caption read “Visit Sunny Phoenix!”

“Here,” Dax said, kicking aside debris to reveal a steel door marked MAINTENANCE ACCESS. The PetroNova logo—a glacier speared by an oil rig—was engraved into the metal.

Jessa’s jaw tightened. PetroNova’s fingerprints were everywhere in the collapse. They’d drilled the Arctic into Swiss cheese, fueled denial with lobbyist cash, and when the Thawed God’s plagues began, they’d sold “antiviral solutions” to the highest bidder. Her parents had traded their last stash of gold for one of those vials. It had killed them faster than the fever.

Dax pried the door open with a crowbar, revealing a ladder descending into blackness. “VIP bunker. Rumor says it’s got enough meds to stock an entire hospital.”

The bunker was colder underground, the air tinged with mildew and the metallic tang of aging filters. Shelves lined the walls, stacked with crates labeled ANTIVIRAL PROTOTYPE-7 and EMERGENCY RATIONS. Jessa’s flashlight caught a row of vials, their glass glinting like trapped stars. PetroNova’s stamp glared from every label.

“Jackpot,” Dax breathed, reaching for a vial.

“Don’t.” Jessa grabbed his wrist. “These could be placebos. Or poison.”

“You think I care?” He shook her off. “We sell one of these in El Paso, we eat for a month.”

“And if they’re real? You want to be the reason some warlord gets stronger?”

Before Dax could retort, a voice cut through the shadows.

“How noble.”

A figure stepped into the light.

Part 3: The Architect of Order

Jessa’s finger froze on the revolver’s trigger.

He was neither a scarred brute nor a deranged killer. He wore a faded suit jacket over a radiation vest, his face clean-shaven and unremarkable—a face designed to be forgotten. His eyes, though, were sharp and calculating, framed by circular glasses cracked at the edges. His piercing gaze unnerving, as if burning through your soul.

“You’ve found my legacy,” he said, gesturing to the antiviral tubes. “My name is Dr. Elias Vorne, former Director of Resource Allocation for PetroNova.” His voice was calm, almost professorial. “PetroNova’s final act of genius. Not a cure for the plagues—a cure for hope.”

Dax stepped back, recognition dawning. “You… you were on the news saying the water wars were ‘manageable.’”

“And they are,” Vorne replied, adjusting his glasses. “Chaos is simply a resource waiting to be structured. I create order from confusion. The Harvesters? My employees. The organs they collect fund the Oasis.”

Jessa’s grip on her revolver tightened. “You’re the warlord.”

“A warlord trades bullets for power. I trade data.” He tapped a tablet on his wrist, pulling up a holographic map of the Southwest. “The Oasis AI tracks every aquifer, every survivor, every drop of water. We stabilize scarcity. No more hoarding, no more riots—just equilibrium.”

“By selling kidneys?” Dax spat.

“By assigning value.” Vorne’s tone hardened. “Your parents died because they believed in fairness. The world is a Petri dish, and I am its scientist. Adaptation requires sacrifice.”


Part 4: The Calculus of Survival

Vorne led them deeper into the bunker, bypassing biometric scanners with a flick of his wrist. The walls gave way to a cavernous server farm, geothermal pipes snaking into the earth. At its center stood the Oasis AI—a monolithic machine studded with PetroNova insignias, its screens flashing:

    • Water reserves: 1.2% of pre-collapse levels

    • Optimal human carrying capacity: 4,312

    • Current population: 9,887

“The math is clear,” Vorne said. “Half of you must die so the rest survive. The Harvesters cull the excess. The Oasis rewards contributors.”

Jessa’s shoulder twitched, her fever spiking. “You’re playing God.”

“God is dead. I’m an auditor.” He pulled up a file labeled Jessa & Dax Reyes. “Your genetic compatibility makes you ideal donors. Submit to harvesting, and the Oasis grants your community water for a year.”

Dax lunged, but a Harvester emerged from the shadows, a stun baton crackling with voltage.

“Think bigger,” he urged, his voice a monotone sermon. He gestured to the holographic map pulsing above them—a spiderweb of red nodes marking refugee camps, green dots for Harvesters, and a single blue vein threading through the Southwest: the aquifer. “What is a life worth? Three hundred liters of water? A vial of antibiotics?”

Jessa winced from the pain flaring like an electric shock through her infected shoulder. “You’re pricing people like cattle.”

“Cattle?” Vorne’s laugh was a dry crackle. “Cattle have intrinsic value. A human life is a liability.” He swiped to a pre-collapse graph: CO2 levels, water tables, population curves all intersecting at a crimson singularity. “We passed the carrying capacity threshold long ago. PetroNova’s models said we had two options: let billions starve chaotically… or monetize the deficit.”

Dax stepped forward, fists clenched. “My parents died because of your ‘models.’ They trusted PetroNova’s cure.”

“And they were right to.” Vorne’s gaze sharpened. “The antivirals extended global productivity by 9.3 months—long enough to build this.” He nodded to the Oasis servers. “Your parents were pioneers. Sacrifices.”

Jessa spat at his feet. “You don’t get to call them that.”

“No?” Vorne leaned in, his breath reeking of mint tabs and stale coffee. “What do you call a firefighter who dies in a blaze? A hero. What do you call a scientist who dies perfecting a vaccine? A martyr. Your parents burned to keep the lights on a little longer. The only difference is I don’t lie about the math.”

He tapped the tablet. A live feed appeared: a squatter camp outside El Paso, children digging for roots in cracked earth. “That’s your alternative! Starvation with a heaping side of virtue. The Oasis offers efficiency.”

“You’re farming them.” Jessa stared at the screens. The Oasis wasn’t a myth—it was a predator, digesting humanity into numbers.

“Farming implies waste,” Vorne said. “We optimize. Pre-collapse, we let 9 million starve yearly while burning crops for biofuel. Now? Every calorie, every drop, every organ is accounted for.”

Dax’s voice cracked. “And that’s better?”

“It’s following the laws of nature.” Vorne’s finger traced the aquifer’s blue vein on the hologram. “You cling to morality because you lack the courage to calculate. But morality didn’t stop the permafrost from melting. It didn’t stop the Thawed God.”

“You’re wrong,” she said. “The Thawed God isn’t a plague. It’s this—treating people like spreadsheet cells.” 

Vorne sighed. “Sentiment. The final luxury.”

Part 5: The Harvest

Vorne’s cracked glasses glinted as he tapped his tablet. “Harvest them.”

The Harvesters lunged. Dax swung a crowbar at the nearest one, the clang echoing through the bunker. Jessa fired her revolver, the bullet ricocheting off a Harvester’s helmeted skull. They were outnumbered, outarmed.

“Genetic matches are too rare to waste,” Vorne said, his voice calm over the pandemonium. “Restrain the girl. Process the boy first.”

A stun baton jammed into Dax’s ribs. He collapsed, convulsing, as two Harvesters dragged him toward a steel table. Jessa shrieked, firing again—this time hitting a Harvester’s upper chest. Black fluid oozed from the wound, but the mutated creature didn’t flinch. 

“Stop!” she roared, as the Harvesters restrained her and took her gun.

Vorne grabbed her forearm. “Watch. Learn.”

The Harvesters strapped Dax down, their tools humming to life. A bone saw. A vacuum hose. A laser scalpel.

“Jess—!” Dax’s voice cut off as a Harvester clamped a mask over his face.

“Anesthetic is a luxury,” Vorne explained. “But screams unsettle the organs.”

Dax’s muffled howling dissolved into a wet gurgle as the laser scalpel carved through his ribcage. Jessa’s vision blurred—from fever, from tears, she couldn’t tell. Vorne’s grip on her forearm tightened, his fingers cold and unyielding.

“Observe the precision,” he said, pointing to the Harvesters’ tools. “No waste. Even his screams are recycled.”

A vacuum hose slurped blood from the incision, funneling it into a bioreactor. Dax’s remaining eye locked onto Jessa, wide and uncomprehending. Run, he mouthed silently.

She lunged for her revolver, but a Harvester kicked it into shadows. Vorne sighed. “Your defiance is inefficient. His death funds water for fifty people. A fair exchange.”

The Harvesters peeled back Dax’s skin, revealing glistening viscera. Jessa retched.

“You’ll thank me,” Vorne said. “When you see the Oasis bloom.” His fingers brushed her cheek. “You think me a monster? I’m a gardener. And every garden needs compost.”

Part 6: The Escape

A tremor shook the bunker. Dust rained from the ceiling—the storm above, gnawing at the ruins. The Harvesters paused, their tools stuttering.

Jessa, still in a state of shock, reacted instinctvely.

She slammed her head into Vorne’s nose, feeling cartilage crunch. He stumbled, glasses flying from his face. The Harvesters turned, momentarily distracted.

Dax’s hand twitched on the table.

“Jess…,” he whispered, as blood bubbled on his lips. “Go…”

She grabbed a large flask filled with fluid, hurling it at a computer screen. The glass shattered, liquid splashing across circuitry. Sparks erupted and alarms blared.

“Fool!” Vorne clutched his bleeding nose.

Jessa dove through the bedlam, Harvesters rushing past her to contain the damage. Dax’s eye followed her until the end, dimming as she vanished into a ventilation shaft.

Jessa crawled for hours through the meandering metal vents, her knees bloodied from the effort. Exhausted and dying of thirst, she emerged to the surface at dawn. The Wastes were painted a sickly gold by the rising sun. The storm had passed, leaving dunes sculpted into razor-edged waves.

Her hands trembled as she unwound the blood-soaked bandage from her shoulder. The wound pulsed, veins branching black beneath her skin like ink spilled on wrinkled paper. The Thawed God’s mark, she thought. Her mother had whispered stories of it—a deity born from permafrost methane and corporate lies, demanding tribute in flesh. Jessa had laughed then. Now, the joke curdled in her throat.

A glint caught her eye: Dax’s Geiger counter, abandoned in the sand. She clutched it like a talisman. For a moment, she heard his voice—“We’ll make it to El Paso, Jess. Start over.”—and felt the ghost of his hand on her shoulder. But the wind stole the memory, replacing it with the buzz of an approaching PetroNova drone in the sky.

Part 7: The Calculus of Mercy

The drone circled lower, its shadow slicing across the dunes. She raised her revolver—empty, she remembered too late—as it hovered before her. She braced for gunfire, for poison gas, for the cold precision of PetroNova’s revenge. Instead, a package tumbled from its belly—a small metal crate. It was stamped with the PetroNova logo which gleamed mockingly in the light.

The drone ascended, its rotors whining like a swarm of locusts, until it dissolved into the bleached sky. Jessa stared at the crate for a minute, then pried it open with Dax’s Geiger counter. Inside: a syringe of neon-blue antidote, a canteen of water, and a note which read, “Survivors are our favorite investment. —V.” 

Vorne’s handwriting. She crumpled the message in her fist, but not before seeing the addendum: “P.S. The Mark has a 93% mortality rate. Clock’s ticking, little moth.”

She grabbed the canteen first. Its water tasted like forgiveness, like snowmelt, like Dax’s laugh. She drank until her stomach cramped. The antidote glowed, seductive. She plunged it into her thigh without hesitation. The cold rush made her gasp, the black veins receding like tide from shore. Relief was a knife—sharp, fleeting.

Investment. The word gnawed at her. Investments required returns. Data. PetroNova didn’t save lives; they manipulated and exploited them. This was a leash disguised as mercy. Corpses are raw material, but survivors—adaptive, resilient survivors—are a blueprint. A template for whatever the hell Vorne would be engineering next.

The Wastes stretched before her, endless and indifferent. El Paso lay somewhere beyond the dunes, a dream Dax had carved into her ribs. She could almost hear him, sardonic and steady: “You overthink, Jess. Just move.” But PetroNova didn’t chase—they herded. This antidote, this gift, was a collar.

She stood, dust covering her face. The sun climbed higher, bleaching the sky to a bone-white glare. They wanted her alive? Fine. But she’d burn their calculations to ash. If survival was the game, she’d play it viciously. She’d become a variable they couldn’t predict.