The Light Left On

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My mother pressed leaves in dictionaries, by chance,
between loss and lullaby, grief and dance.
I find them now where she left them to teach
A word of wistfulness I cannot reach.

We live, what, eighty years at most?
And spend half that becoming ghost.
I used to think the point was being brave.
Now I think it’s what your hands forgave.

Love knows the dark is coming soon.
It leaves the porch light on past June,
Past autumn, past the point of reason—
A small defiance in every season.

He never spoke about the war.
He never told us what he bore.
He kissed my mother every night.
That’s honor. That’s the only rite.

Now I press leaves in books of mine,
Between the words I can’t define.
The dark is coming. So I stay.
I leave the light on. You’ll find the way.

The clock will stop. The body stills.
And so night comes. But what love builds
Outlasts the night. The door. The light.
The ordinary endless rite.

The Ice Was Never Thick

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Three days. Nine meals. The ledger doesn’t lie.
The trucks stop rolling. Warehouses run dry.
The freezer coughs, then stills. Time to flee.
Just-in-time was the plan. There was no Plan B.

First meal missed: a joke. The second: doubt.
Third: the deadbolt slides. Fourth: the lights go out.
By nine, the street belongs to what we hid.
Civilization was a thing we did.

The trucks run the highways. The ships split the sea.
A just-in-time miracle. A mortgaged guarantee.
A cyclone. A drone strike. A server blinks red.
The Age of Abundance hung by a thread.

First empty cart. First price that no one pays.
Day two: the register dies. Day three: the blaze.
The pump clicks dry. The dollar is a joke.
The contract was a promise. The promise turned to smoke.

Nine meals. The primate wakes inside the eye.
The handshake curls to fist. We learn the reason why.
Three sunsets from the thing we swore we weren’t.
The mask slipped off. The face was always burnt.

The shelves are full tonight. Tomorrow: who can say.
The trucks run now. The thread holds one more day.
Nine meals from silence. Three sunsets from the dark.
The ice was never thick. Tread lightly. Leave no mark.

No Equity in Trees

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The chart spikes red. The coral bleaches white.
I testify. The chairman checks his flight.
They schedule a review. The quorum thins.
The ledger rounds us down. The quarter grins.

The temperature climbs scarlet on the screen,
The anchor cuts to ads for gasoline.
The semi idles. Downstream, levees groan.
The weather’s brought to you. You’re on your own.

The sparrow’s song won’t figure in the math.
The blade breaks earth. The spreadsheet logs the path.
The ink dries on the line marked sign here, please—
The bird holds no equity in trees.

The permafrost lets go of what it kept—
Methane the ice held while the glaciers slept.
The ticker scrolls green. The trading floor cheers.
They’ve monetized the thaw of a million years.

I rinse each plastic bottle. The labels lie.
They’re shipped to Malaysia. Rivers die.
A billionaire pours concrete, toasts the view.
The bunker holds his provisions—not for you.

The system took my twenties, then my knees.
I clocked in through pneumonia. Hack. Wheeze.
I type through numbness. Flex the hand. Repeat.
The profit’s made. The body’s obsolete.

The oil exec knew in ’79.
The memo: Twist the science. Buy us time.
They shrug as we sink in manufactured smog.
The rising line consumes us. Close the log.

Coins of Grief

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They weighed the poor in coins of grief,
And deemed us unworthy to be named.
A miner was worth the coal beneath;
His widow, less. His daughters, maimed.

A banker cooked the books, foreclosed our homes;
He paid a fine and kept his ocean view.
My cousin filed her taxes on her phone—
One decimal, misplaced. They took her too.

They told us work would lift us if we tried,
Then moved the factory to cheaper lands.
The owner’s grandson learned to sail, to ride—
Our grandkids learned to scrape with their hands.

They rewrote the textbook in a single night,
Replaced the inconvenient with the vague.
The students learned that everything’s alright—
The students who still asked became the plague.

I think of father, hands once proud and strong,
His laughter lost beneath the endless grind.
He said the gears would turn toward right, not wrong—
They stopped instead; the years grew cold and blind.

The refinery lit the sky each night;
The children here have asthma by age five.
The owners live one thousand miles from sight—
Their children’s lungs are pink, their yards alive.

They broke his door at dawn, took him in chains;
He filmed their trucks dumping poison off-site.
The tycoon walks free. He still remains
At galas, grinning, cufflinks catching light.

And this is how the silence settles in—
Not with a hand over mouth, but soft and slow.
We stop telling our children what has been.
They grow up thinking it’s all they’ll ever know.

A Match Against the Night

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Time runs whether or not you’re done.
The pendulum stops for no one.
We dance against its idiot beat—
No hope of winning, just move the feet.

A child’s laugh before the laugh learns grief.
A warmth stolen by the clock’s slow teeth.
The crinkle in her eyes, that small betrayal.
A firefly’s last flare—born bright, born frail.

The leaf’s slow fall. The bloom’s first blush.
A ray of light the winter couldn’t crush.
We keep these fragments—not because they stay;
Because they prove we held the day.

The twilight comes the way all endings do.
It scatters us to places we never knew.
The rooms still echo with voices, undefined.
The walls still hold a warmth we’d left behind.

Dust inherits everything we made.
The Earth collects debts never paid.
But once—just once—we held the light.
A match head struck against the night.

The Mad King

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He rode the roar of rapturous slurs,
A TV king in monarchs’ furs.
The cameras drank. The circus swelled.
Somewhere, a child in concrete held.

He dined on cake while the clinics closed,
And called it freedom as darkness rose.
A grandmother chose between her pills and heat—
He checked his handicap. Ordered something sweet.

He taught his flock to fear their kin.
He made suspicion sacrament, not sin.
A mother set one plate. Then there were none.
Some doors close quiet. Damage done.

A whisper: they’re not like us, you know.
The casserole she’d planned to bring? Let go.
A wave across the lawn. No wave returned.
Nobody spoke. Everybody learned.

He called them vermin. Criminals. A scourge.
One stood in protest. Then ten. Compassion surged.
He called them poison. Invasion. A threat.
A church unlocked its doors. The table set.

His empire cracked. The gold was always fake.
The country woke. But something still would ache.
They said the fight was over, he had won.
The bruise would fade. Years after he was gone.

His name is fading. Hers is just begun.
A mother held her daughter toward the sun.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Beneath the Veil of Infinite

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The moon ascends not through the air alone,
But in the marrow of each ancient bone—
Where galaxies are cradled in the flesh,
And every breath is stardust’s whispered mesh.

Sunset unravels, threads of fading light,
A tapestry devoured by the night—
Each shadow hums with planets yet to be spawned,
And silence wears the cloak of dusk and dawn.

Her scars are maps of epochs long dissolved,
A braille of secrets never fully solved.
The tides within us rise to meet her speech,
A dialogue no mortal tongue can reach.

The stars, like sentinels in iron guise,
Carve runes of fire through the vaulted skies—
Their light a needle threading through our veins,
To mend the rifts where chaos forged its chains.

We drink the ink of supernova streams,
Our blood a cursive script of comet screams—
Each cell a vault where time’s old hymns are kept,
The universe a lung that has not slept.

The void we fear is not some distant shore,
But orbits woven in the heart’s hushed core—
A billion suns in every fingernail,
And endings curled like seeds within a gale.

When dawn exhales its helix forged of flame,
The night withdraws—but does not shed its name—
For constellations nest in marrow’s keep,
Where shadows birth the light they meant to reap.

We are the riddle and the answer spun—
The dying star, the cradle, and the sun.

Tonight, I Know

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The building hums through wires I’ll never see.
A voicemail waits—my father, calling me.
I scroll the glow of strangers, lit in blue,
Until I catch myself—a stranger too.

A woman falls. I freeze beside the curb.
I move toward her, then stop—I might disturb.
She lies motionless. I skirt around the scene.
I walk away and scrub my conscience clean.

At home I thumb through suffering on a screen.
I donate once. I share. I feel less mean.
The algorithm feeds me someone new.
The woman on the curb fades. I scroll through.

I drove three hours just to lose the signal.
The trees don’t know my name. The quiet is primal.
I press my palm against the bark and wait.
Something answers back—too old to translate.

I breathe. The air tastes different—dirt and pine.
No popup asks if I am doing fine.
A deer emerges, stops, and holds me there.
It holds my gaze and doesn’t break its stare.

I drive back slowly. The signal returns.
A notification blinks. Something in me burns.
I merge onto the highway, join the flow.
Tomorrow, I’ll forget what the trees know.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Wall of Denial

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A seahorse grips a Q-tip in the gyre.
I double-tap and scroll a little higher.
My straw becomes a pelican’s last meal.
I swipe the knowing from my eyes; it can’t be real.

The glacier calves; I vote for cheaper gas.
We crown the con man, mow the burning grass.
I know the script. I read it anyway—
A smiling extra in my own decay.

We kiss with lips that have forgotten why.
You ask. I’m fine. We smile. We lie.
Your hand finds mine like muscle memory—
Two ghosts rehearsing who we used to be.

He watches the flood from forty floors above.
The bourbon’s good. The glass is thick enough.
A child’s shoe bobs by on the evening news—
He flips the channel. What else would he choose?

The pipeline bleeds where the aquifer ran dry.
A drone strike hums beneath a quiet sky.
We cracked the bedrock for the last of what was there—
The well is empty. So is every prayer.

My daughter asks me what the glacier was.
I show her photographs. She nods because
That’s what you do with fairy tales and myth—
I hold her hand. It’s all I have to give.

Author’s Note: Revised 12/29/2025

Cosmic Solitude

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The cosmos churns, a thunderous, endless roar
Where gravity splinters and black holes war.
We beg for reason from collapsing suns—
But order scatters, and chaos overruns.

Then hush: the stars still hum their patient tune,
A spiral waltz beyond the moon.
Where constellations come undone,
Light gathers, then carries on.

As entropy gnaws and structures bend,
The void holds on—no foe, nor friend.
Each atom keeps a wordless song
Of forms that flicker, then move on.

In the stillness where certainty frays,
A quiet truth outlives our days:
We’re matter forged in stellar flame
To love, to grieve, to bear a name.

So when the world forgets its rhyme
And seconds blur to borrowed time,
Remember—nothing stands alone.
The stars that made you call you home.

What you’ve loved lives on in you:
The dead, the dust, the morning dew.

Revised 12/29/2025