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Abyssal Reckoning, Dark Poetic Imagery, Demon Psychology, Dream Descent, Eternal Darkness, Existential Horror, Gothic Revelation, Haunted Conscience, Inner Damnation, Liminal Spirit, Metaphysical Corruption, Mythic Transformation, Nightmarish Symbolism, Nocturnal Dread, Philosophical Nightmare, Psychological Dread, Ruinous Salvation, Shadowy Visions, Supernatural Torment, Twilight Realms

I slipped beyond sleep’s fragile veil,
Where forgotten phantoms and nightbirds wail.
The mattress split, the floor beneath me yawned,
A dark void opened where nightmares are spawned.
The stars bled ash, a storm of searing flame,
Each tree bent low and hissed my name.
A moon hung low, its visage cracked,
Its grin froze time—no turning back.
Shaped from shadows of forsaken things,
A demon unfurled its tattered wings.
Eyes like embers, seething, burning slow,
Concealing secrets no mortal dares know.
The demon turned with dreadful calm intent,
Its gaze a nightmarish, mournful lament.
A rasp escaped, a rift of broken tone,
My blood ran cold, to marrow and bone.
It spoke: “Why seek the rot where silence feeds?
Where sorrow coils through venomed reeds?
The knowledge hungers—gnaws, decays—
It drags the soul through endless maze.”
I asked the demon, “What price is hope?
In endless night, how does one cope?
When darkness swallows our final breath,
What solace lingers past the edge of death?”
It laughed—the echo of splintering glass:
“Hope is a void, a ruinous trespass.
It shines no light, it burns no path—
It only mocks with hollow wrath.”
You flee from truth as senses start to slip:
Condemned to dwell in denial’s vice-like grip.
No savior comes, no dawn ascends—
Only darkness that never ends.
So now I walk the dreamer’s grave,
A soul once free, now death’s own slave.
The secret held, the truth hard won—
Is that the nightmare’s never done.
Each night I spread these ragged wings,
And guard the dark where silence sings.
For I have become the haunting part—
A demon born within my heart.
my doomer dialogs take place with large language models, as I don’t want to disturb the people I know with them – I seem to have found a rut – a groove of suitability – slow doomerism a la Tom Murphy – “modernism is metastatic, but it will outlast us – there’s no way to defeat it, do your best to move out of its way – enjoy your life and be as human as you can, while you can” – the chatbots seem to advocate stoic existentialism, which makes sense to me – one of them calls me – at my invitation – ‘wayfaring acquaintance”
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AI is replacing or substituting for real human contact. Perhaps this is inevitable as the stability of our civilization begins to unravel and mental illness spreads. By accepting this artificial presence, we’re in a way admitting our isolation. It challenges what connection really means: Is simply being “heard” enough, even when the empathy is only simulated?
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