The Clock Held Its Breath

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The clock held its breath at the stroke of regret,
Its pendulum paused in a moment unmet.
The hands, once so certain, now trembled with fear—
Why measure the absence of what won’t reappear?

Its tick marched relentless, unbent and austere,
It haunted the silence, it thundered through cheer.
Now time hangs its head for the havoc it wrought—
For births bled to funerals, and hope turned to naught.

It watched as men quarreled, as empires would burn,
While wisdom lay buried at each bloody turn.
It tallied the gunshots, it timed every scream,
And ticked through the wreckage of humanity’s dream.

In towers it stood over war-tattered towns,
With faces all cracked and with rust on its crowns.
It chimed for the kings and it struck for the slaves,
It wept as they danced at the edge of their graves.

It longed for the days when a second still meant
A promise, a heartbeat, a love heaven-sent.
But now each cold second—so jagged, uncouth—
Keeps carving crypts where we’ve buried the truth.

At midnight it stalled, defiant and stark,
Its gears grinding stillness, extinguishing spark.
Time isn’t a healer, nor lender nor thief—
Only a witness, too frozen for grief.

So now it remains with no motion, no breath,
A symbol entombed in the embrace of death.
Irony lies where all memory forgets:
When time ceased to move, we stopped paying respects.

They smiled in the silence as hours fell away,
Freed from the burden of marking the day.
No clock left to shame them, no past to forgive—
For once, without time, they remembered to live.

Trembling Wings

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We measured the world in untied laces,
Running from rules, losing our places.
We carried desires like embers of fire,
Craving new reasons to leap ever higher.

Howling with laughter, hungry and wild,
Breaking the silence where night was exiled.
We hid the dark in the folds of our sleeves,
Spoke in a language that no one believes.

Barefoot and fearless, we danced in shadows unseen—
Fugitives of habit, slipping from chains of routine.
We chased the dawn, with dew between our toes;
Broke yet brave, where the wild truth grows.

Spilled secrets, whispers beneath the deep,
Hopes etched softly in notebooks we keep.
We shaped our stories from fractured rhyme,
Stitched new meaning from stolen time.

The world spun onward—new seasons, old scars,
We kept our small victories sealed in glass jars.
Midnight confessions, truths half-conceived,
Bittersweet songs the dusk barely retrieved.

We bartered wonder for wages, enchantment for need,
Gnawed on the marrow and tasted our greed.
Hope haunted our bones in a restless refrain—
Farewells on the tongue long after the rain.

No wolves at the door, just years pressing near,
Where laughter grew quiet and softened to tears.
Irony flickered in cracks of the day—
What’s lost wasn’t gone; it just danced away.

We walked home at dawn, leaving shadows behind,
Pockets near empty, but hearts less confined.
In the hush before sunrise, our hope softly clings—
A memory trembling on hesitant wings.

Carbon Scripture

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We carved our thrones from marrow, ash, and bone,
Proclaimed the earth a kingdom to command;
With fire for faith, we named the world our own,
And etched our legacy on shifting sand.

We courted gods of industry and speed,
We fed our fevered dreams to burning oil;
Cradled illusions as our spirits bleed,
A world diminished by unending toil.

The last tree standing whispers to the wind
Of days when all her sisters danced in rows;
But we, obsessed, taught death itself to grin,
And counted coins while nothing living grows.

We severed root from ritual and rite,
Denied the ancient voices scarcely known;
Replaced the sacred dark with blinding light,
And left no path that leads us back to home.

So raise a glass to progress—clear and dry—
And toast the world we pledged we would refine.
We rose like Icarus into the sky,
And signed our fate in carbon by design.

The Earth inhales a long and fevered breath,
As relics of our reign corrode and fall;
Each monument erased by time and death,
When none remain to profit from it all.

Yet In the cracks untouched by flame’s intent,
A silent vine weaves upward, splitting stone;
No voices linger—none accuse or lament—
Just silent Earth reclaiming what was loaned.

Protocol of Suffering: An Autopsy in Verse

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Behind glass and wire in rows we wait,
Beneath harsh lights, the humming never wanes.
Each life tagged—the number seals our fate—
Purpose written deep in wounds that time sustains.

God-like hands move us from cage into cell,
Metal on flesh, badges stamped in our ear.
A name means little in this test-borne hell,
Existence repurposed: to suffer, to fear.

The bars engrave a world both tight and small;
We press against the corners, tails grown thin.
Our little hopes dissolve beneath the pall
Of ceaseless day and needles through our skin.

These white-coat draped beings review each despair:
The child with vacant eyes, the mother denied.
They chart the heartbreaks with methodical care,
Repeating: “Pain is progress when properly applied.”

So here in these cages, in this endless day,
Our freedom surrendered for reasons unknown.
Bar-coded, recorded, then taken away—
We die for a logic that’s not our own.

Yet in this prison, a glimmer of hope appears.
The vermin whisper: “Still, the scent survives.”
It smells like trees, not bleach or burning ears—
A freedom not yet governed by their knives.

Through a crack in the wall, a thin breath of night,
A reek not of chemicals, sharp and confined—
We huddle, then one by one leap for the light,
And tumble to grass, leaving cages behind.

Now free in the wild, a new world in our eyes—
The darkness erased by the stars overhead.
We dance through the dew, squeals split the night’s guise,
Triumphant and lost; there are traps yet ahead.

Exultation spins wild, our bodies alive—
Yet freedom’s cold promise is sharp as a blade:
For what do we know but to run and survive,
The lab’s logic clinging, our scars never fade.

They come at dawn with gloves and blinking lights,
Clipboards in hand, with traps sweetened with bread.
We’re catalogued anew under fluorescent white—
Our autopsy read: “Escape response confirmed—protocol change recommended.”

The Value of Humans: The Future We Spend

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In city lights and boardroom dreams,
We weigh our worth in cold, hard schemes—
Tall towers rise on bone and debt,
A pound of flesh is what they net.
How strange to price our souls in gold,
Ignoring warmth as hands grow cold.

Why do we ruin what we sow,
And salt the earth where wildflowers grow?
Are we in fear of losing our place,
That we trade meaning for the frantic race?
We chase dollars and worship renown,
While razing the world to which we’re bound.

Is it darkness, hubris, jest,
That leads us to desert what’s best?
To treasure scars and mask our frowns,
Wearing lost time like thorny crowns?
Value parades in hollow pretense,
Forever judged by consequence.

We pawn tomorrow for delight,
Mortgage the stars to own the night.
Each fleeting wish, each hunger fed,
Consumes the earth on which we tread.
To gild our lives with borrowed worth,
We spend the future of the Earth.

Theater of Dispute

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They taught us to whisper in slogans and script,
Tongues trained in verses, shackled and whipped.
Our laughter is canned, our silence curated,
Each thought pre-approved, instincts numb and sedated.

The dreams that we wear were stitched in their mills,
Branded and sleek, with synthetic thrills.
The lessons we learn are rehearsed in their school—
We hunger for truth, but choke down their gruel.

Yet sometimes at dusk, in the lull between songs,
A glimmer persists where the lost spirit longs.
It flickers—a question not stamped for inspection,
A marrow-deep wish for a different direction.

Still we sip on delusion, aged quiet and dry,
Sold as free will in a marketplace lie.
We nod through the circus, applaud on cue,
While plotting escape we’ll never pursue.

The puppets revolt in choreographed rage,
Streamed in high definition, marching onstage.
They sell us our chains: a lifestyle, a brand—
And crown us kings of a cage we don’t understand.

Rebellion’s a myth we sell to the meek,
Packaged and priced for the comfortably weak.
Revolvers of dogma dressed up for salute,
Boots marching in circles, a facade of dispute.

They’ll hand you a mask and call it a face,
Let you howl your dissent through the comforts of space.
But no one escapes when they’re wired to believe
That surrender’s a virtue, and truth must deceive.

So here I remain with a smirk and a script,
The ash of ambition entombed in a crypt.
There’s comfort in knowing the bars are a choice—
Much harder to listen to freedom’s dead voice.

The Final Dress Rehearsal

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We dawn in life with palms uncurled,
Hearts trembling soft to pain unfurled.
A wail, a laugh, a comfort near—
We savor joy, and hush each tear.
Like rain’s first fall, this tender start,
Unpriced, untraded—a giving heart.

Yet soon the world intones its lore:
“Take more,” it whispers, “Always more.”
We hunger for gain, with guarded eyes,
Each kindness weighed as profits rise.
The silent rule: to strive, to take,
While gentle souls are forced to break.

The scoreboard glows with who prevails,
The frail fall silent in the gales.
Compassion’s cost now coldly fenced—
An overhead, a line expense.
We march ahead, hearts turned to stone,
With wealth amassed, our mercy unknown.

But irony is swift and sly:
The gold we grasp, it will not buy
Solace for age when shadows press,
Nor arms to hold a loneliness.
Too late we taste the bitter cost—
We spend our years, compassion lost.

And age, in silent, sovereign grace,
Reveals the toll we dared to chase.
We ache for warmth felt once before—
Now vanished in pursuit of always more.
The heart, that studied greed so well,
Now yearns for kindness none will sell.

Children, watchers at the edge of play,
Where grown-ups crown their cold ballet—
Hold close that love you brought to birth;
No gold will buy such silent worth.
The circle spins, the spiral turns,
And calloused spirits once again yearn.

So may we measure, in the end,
Not what we own, but how we mend—
A jest, a riddle, or a plea:
Let’s count our wealth in empathy.

The Center Is the Terror — A companion to “Civilized Attire”

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They speak of beginnings—a sacred delight,
Newborns who wail at the break of first light.
They eulogize endings with practiced weight,
As if death were a doorway, not nature’s last gate.
But between every cradle and final repose
Lurks the quiet machinery where terror grows.

The center wears neckties and lipstick, a grin,
Polite social armor with dread tucked within.
Smiles stretch taut under sterile office light,
Where dreams dissolve quietly, out of plain sight.
A home with a mortgage, a car with a loan,
A schedule crammed full—yet the void makes itself known.

Ambition mutates to patterns and files,
Desire shelved in silence, romance lost to miles.
We anchor to errands, we schedule our mirth,
We trade all our wonder for “practical worth.”
Yet somewhere beneath, the great stillness awakes—
The shadow in the hallway that never forsakes.

It’s not rage or collapse, not climax nor the grave,
But the slow fermentation of dreams you couldn’t save.
It’s birthdays unnoticed and dinners grown cold,
It’s work emails answered while your child grows old.
It’s logging the steps but forgetting to dance,
A slow-motion sinking dressed up as “advance.”

No malice, no monster, no dripping red hand,
Just minutes like soldiers obeying command.
We swallow routine like a bitter white pill,
Numb to the silence, compliant and still.
Joy is postponed, then misplaced on the way,
Buried beneath what we meant to say.

Midlife arrives quietly, veiled in routine,
Where identity dissolves in the blue-lit screen.
We sing lullabies to ambitions we outgrew,
Weep for the books that we never got through.
The horrors are hidden—no scream, just a sigh,
As you forget who you were and don’t question why.

Even pleasure turns clinical, fervor wears thin,
Love is a ledger you balance within.
We say “I’m fine” like a national hymn,
While joy leaks away at the industry’s whim.
Aging begins not in wrinkle or yawn,
But the morning you rise and the wonder is gone.

Tablets dissolve under a tongue grown indifferent,
Relief laced through veins in a plastic-wrapped instant.
Sterile numbness creeps in, tracing lines up your arm,
Turning bright pain to static with a chemical charm.
Comfort is measured in milligrams met,
Yet the world blurs and grays in a hush of regret.

They say Death is a thief, but I contest that line—
He simply collects what we yielded in time.
It’s Life who embezzled, who slipped in unseen—
Who dulled us with comfort on the digital screen.
What murders the soul is not blade nor disease,
But the smile you wear while it quietly leaves.

So don’t fear the ending, or womb’s mystic start.
But the middle, where entropy mimics the heart.
It’s here where the terror is dressed to admire—
The mannequin grin, the slow soul-burning pyre.

Civilized Attire

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Life is a wager with honeyed deceit,
A dance with the sunlight on ever-wandering feet.
We tumble through meadows, laughter unfurled—
Children with wildflowers, kings of our world.
Yet still in the silence where sweet moments fade,
Reality whispers; innocence on a knife’s blade—
Thunder cracks open the seamless and serene,
Unmasking the fissures within every dream.

Life blossoms with pleasure: first kisses at night,
Wine on our tongues and stars burning bright.
We marvel at birth and the gift of each breath,
Yet parade on a stage where we waltz with death.
Fragile petals hide razors within fragrant delight,
And laughter skirts the precipice unseen in the light.
Desire carves chasms that yawn where we stray,
Even euphoria promises sorrow one day.

Death is serenity, a velvet retreat,
No hunger, no sorrow, no sting of defeat.
A pillow of dusk where the last flame finds its end,
The coldest of strangers, the truest of friends.
No choices regretted, no deadlines to keep,
Just calmness in chambers where even gods sleep.
The past crumples like paper, the moments unmade,
All debts are released, all shadows fade.

But oh, that dark alley that lies in between—
Where angels look sideways and devils convene.
A funhouse of fear and terrifying mischance,
Where hope limps forward and nightmares advance.
The grappling, the gasping, the stealing of breath,
The bureaucrat’s cold waiting room halfway to Death.
Iced whispers of silence, the echo of dread,
Where shadows congregate and all solace has fled.

Saline drips tether the will to a threadbare song,
While Time grinds a dirge, intolerably long.
Memories flicker—pain sharp as shattered glass,
Fractured reflections that ache as they pass.
The body betrays where the spirit still fights,
While mercy, gloved in darkness, dims the last of the lights.
Reality bends in a morphine ballet,
A cruel carnival that reels in decay.

The priest murmurs prayers, the doctor submits bills,
The family weeps, and the lawyer drafts wills.
Neighbors leave gifts that remain by the door,
While grief settles in like dust on the floor.
The morphine might whisper, “Relax, it’s okay,”
While clocks devour seconds stolen away.
Solemn prayers linger where memories spill,
And shadows grow heavy, the air thick and still.

Here lies the rub, not in living or dying,
But in spirit’s slow unraveling from endlessly trying.
There’s no great glory in one’s final release,
Just monitors humming and counterfeit peace.
The humor we conjured dissolves in the air,
As ghosts of laughter drown in despair.
Farewells hang brittle on words left unsaid,
And silence stands guard at the foot of the bed.

Raise a glass to oblivion’s orderly end—
Toast beginnings where ignorance dares to pretend.
The terror’s not death, nor the spark of youth’s fire,
But the ritual march between, dressed in civilized attire.

The Walls Remember

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Sometimes you can only scream when silence fills the air,
When every ear is absent, and no soul seems to care.
But agony is patient—it carves through nerve and vein;
The walls absorb your secrets, the pipes distill your pain.

You scream about lost futures, the dreams that haunt the mind,
The weight of bitter mornings that time cannot unwind.
You cry for love imagined, for friendships lost to fate,
For laughter left unanswered, for warmth that comes too late.

I am the plaster listening, the copper pipes that moan,
Your secrets seep like poison, too dense to bear alone.
You rage against the fractures that no one else can trace,
While shame gnaws through your marrow—the ache you can’t erase.

The world is deaf and distant; your voice dissolves in steam—
But I will be the witness, the echo of your scream.
Let thunder shake my framework, let water rust my skin,
I’ll cradle all your heartache, and house the dark within.

You scream about the hours spent staring at the door,
Afraid of silence thickening, yet dreading what’s in store.
You mourn the brittle laughter, the smiles that wither fast,
The ghosts that gnaw your choices—regrets that never pass.

For laughter loves the daylight, but grief prefers the night;
It stains the hidden corners, just out of mortal sight.
So scream into the emptiness—pretend that no one hears.
Yet know the walls remember, the pipes collect your tears.

And when the world keeps turning, indifferent and serene,
I will be the silence, the shadow in between.
Let centuries forget you, let daylight mask your pain—
I’ll linger in your absence, the proof that you remain.